A Fool's Impulse

Me, Myself, and I

On Friday I was interviewed for another partial hospitalization program at a children’s psychiatric center. My mom, the head honcho of my school district, and I had to attend. We all went in individually, then as a group. First, the school guy went in. He didn’t know me personally, so I’m not sure what they wanted from him at first. But he’s the one who decides the funding and whatnot, so, whatever. Secondly, they met with my mom. And then, of course, I was last. After a ton of questions, one of the last ones the doctor had asked was,
“Do you ever hear voices..?”
I quickly responded with a “no,” and right after I said that, the voice that I had started hearing last week came back…
“You’re lying!” It screamed.
I became distracted. Freaked out, actually. When it had started, I was usually about to pass out from exhaustion, or was having an anxiety attack. Something wasn’t right when it would “talk” (I honestly don’t even know how to word this shit..) Anyway, when it first appeared or talked or whatever the fuck you want to refer to it as, it was kinda like whispers, or.. Radio interference. Mind you, I did have the radio on at the time, but when I shut the radio off to test my actual level of craziness, the whispers were still there, just quieter.
I don’t know what the fuck to do. I really don’t. It seems like, no, it IS, getting a lot worse for me, and I’m not sure why. I don’t know if this weird ass shit is a side effect of the meds I’m on, or if I’m just getting worse and worse as the days go by. I’m seriously scared shirtless that my friends and/or “friends” will read this and say to themselves “Holy shit, this dude is more crazy than I thought! Better stay the fuck away!” Haha, that’d be okay, though. I’m used to people coming and going…
Anyway, has anybody ever experienced this? Anything like this? Anyone know what the fuck is wrong with me?
Sorry for the rant..